seriously as far as i’m concerned the best feelings in the world are: drinking a glass of water when you’ve forgotten to drink all day looking at decoration in your room and realizing yes i did that/watching family and friends eating and enjoying something you cooked/holding in your hands an award for poetry (shut up…

What I mean by ‘i’m still in lurker phase’ is that I don’t trust my initial enthusiasm  no matter how intense it’s only been three days jfc Way too soon to actually take engagement in fandom hence the lurking phase

So i started reading The foxhole Court (first book of the All for the Game trilogy, by Nora Sakavic) Well, shit i don’t remember the last time i got so obsessed so fast. (i spend last night reading half of the first book, a few chapters of the second,. and the entirety of the third.…