made-of-coffee:

“Ninety percent of the time the very sight of you makes me want to
commit murder.“
“What about the other ten?”
 

“Ninety percent of the time the very sight of you makes me want to commit murder.” “What about the other ten?” — “Ninety-one percent.” — “I hate you.” “Nine percent of the time you don’t.” “Nine percent of the time I don’t want to kill you. I always hate you.” — “Ninety-two percent, going on…

aeliinwestfall:

The other 10% of the time, Neil is still important enough to keep around, and Andrew will deal with his idiocy as long as he has to.

9% of the time he thinks killing Neil might be the one thing he can’t come back from, the one thing it might hurt to lose.

7~8% of the time it feels like falling, and to a man afraid of heights it is a terrible and frightening sensation.

The more he falls for Neil the more he hates Neil, because Neil is the one thing in the world that could destroy him, and Andrew isn’t ready for that.

He just doesn’t realize yet he’s too late to stop it.