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June 6, 2016 Format Post format: GalleryLeave a comment

forursmiles:

Don’t look at me like that.

'and you sure as fuck i'm not mine' - i can't afford to believe so'i'm not your solution' - don't fool yourself(and that's without the added common sense that of course he's right -and lastr timw it almost broke himand neil fooling himself inot thinking they CAN save each other -beyond the simple scope of their pacts of protection from andrewandrew can't afford to care because then he will try to hols onto something onto someone --andrew's refusal to see neil's feelings - even though he doesas something good and lasting and healingBECAUSE GOOD THINGS DON'T HAPPEN TO HIMBEING LOVED AND BELIEVED IN HELPbut dammit A SUPPORT SYSTEM HELPdon't pretend I amgods i have so much ~feelings~abotu andrew's steady refusal to see whatever this is between him and neilgood things only happen to him TO BE TAKEN AWAYi KNOW it can't be and elieing in you letting you in would destroy meis not good either because andrew is just andrew and he could never be enough to KEEP thisis so much more 'safer' because he knows how to handle this he doesn't have to be afraid of thatlike he matters like he's enoughlike just looking at him is preciouslike neiél cares like neil doens't expect anything of him except to continue beingneil doesn't have feelings for him neil's just angling for more favorsNO BUTof FUCKING COURSE HE CAN'T STAND NEIL LOOKING AT HIM 'LIKE THAT'oh andrew - it's so rare that people have such a pure faith in me)otp:keys and percentagesTHAT SENTENCE SAYS SO MUCH ABOUT ANDREW?????the foxhole courtTHIS FUCKS ME UP OKAYthrough 'loveyou don't ever 'heal' through a relationship with someone
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